The List

J - The first
M - Where it all went wrong
N - My husband & the father of my baby
C - The 'One'
E - Mistake
S - Big mistake
P - Something that could never have possibly worked
H - Hugely important
S2 - Big mistake [S2 is not S btw, they just happen to share the same initial]
D - Not a mistake, nor a regret, he was lovely but simply a one off.
M - BFF